i need an apple mind.

imobsessedwithmemories.eveniftheyarehorrible.allidoissithereinthisfuckingcubiclethingkingaboutthem.itslikemymindhasacomputervirusandpopupsjustkeepappearingandtheprotectionipaidfordoesntdoshit.stupidwindows.itslikeihavethediseasewhereimalwaysparanoid.idkithinkitgetitfrommymom.orishouldstopbeingnaughty.naaah.itstoofun.butmyheartcanttakethismuch.memories.thatiswhyilikemusic.thatisreallytheonlyreasonilikemusic.everysongihearicantellyouwhatitremindsmeof.everysongbringsamemory. m u s i c  i s  a  m e m o r y . itslikeadrug.ithinkmoreaboutthepastthenidothefuture.iknowitsnothealthy.iwishiwashappy.butthosememoriesaresomuchhappierthenmypresent.ithinkmypaymentisdo. t h e  e d g e  f e e l s  m o r e  l i k e  a  f r i e n d  t h a n  y o u  e v e r  w i l l .