so today my family and i went to skiatook to take christmas pictures.. i hate taking pictures in the first place, and it was cold and windy. oh, and my brothers girlfriend was there.. (crazy)
my mom liked some house out there.. she wanted to take pictures there. all i can say it is a waste of time and money.. but i guess its ''family fun'' ? hah.
today was a pretty boring day. woke, cleaned, drove, stood in big house and smiled, ate some really good mexican food, drove some more, now home.
i think i'm supposed to be helping my rents to put up the christmas tree.
today made me miss her. i think i may be addicted. its good but bad. bad but good. oh well. it sucks not having someone around the holiday season, not sure why. but it is worse around these months.. i love christmas.
school tomorrow. sounds like the worse thing ever. i don't wanna go. its bleh. but cell group is tomorrow, i think. i like it a lot. random group of people talkin about love, then eat nice desserts. its fun.
i wanna go drink some eggnog and look at chrismas lights. or maybe hot chocolate.. with a cookie. i love fireplaces.
this is really my favorite time of year. november and december.
everything around me changes, at least here in Oklahoma. but not just the scenery, people change too. for good and bad. mostly good though. i love the cold. i love the warmth from the fire. i love the smell of the snow and crisp air. and all the food. and even though family is weird and obnoxious it is still fun to see everyone. it always feels different around christmas. people are different.. like happier. i know i am. i hope christmas never loses its magic. its so amazing when we're young. but becomes different when were old. makes me very thankful i know that.
i hope i dont break any christmas ornaments again like last year. ahh.
i hope it snows soon. never know living here in Timbuktu. (tulsa)
i hope she calls me soon. haven't heard from her at all today.
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